rambling, volume four <3

IM SO FUCKING MAD RN YOU COULD NOT COMPREHEND HOW INCREDIBLY UPSET I AM. MY PARENTS WERE BEING ASSHOLES AND MAKING FUN OF ME FOR SOMETHING I CANT CONTROL AND THEN I TEXTED MY FRIENDS IN HOPES ID FEEL BETTER!!!! IT DIDNT WORK X3!!!!!!!!! AND NOW MY FRIENDS ARE BEING ASSHOLES TOO AND IGNORING ME AND MY DADS TREATING ME LIKE A TODDLER AND OMIGOD WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!?! WHY DO NONE OF YOU CARE ABT ME??????? I JUST WANNA SCREAM AT ALL OF THEM RN I WANNA FUCKING KILL SOMEONE WHAT THE TUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHY DO NOBE OF YOU LOVE ME WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU SHOOT ME ALREADY JUST FUCKING KILL ME ITS NOT LIKE ANYONE WOULD GIVE A SHIT <3