rambling, volume three <3

oh my gawd i haven’t written a new blog entry in so long?!?!?! AND ITS ALREADY DECEMBER?????!?!?!?!? RAHHHHH TIME IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE I HOPE IT GETS MANGLED TO DEATH BY A POSSUM

but anyway i had last week off from skewl and so i didn’t get to see my fp :( people always say absence makes the heart grow fonder. BUT HOLY SHIT HAVE I PROVED THEM RIGHT IN THE PAST WEEK. THAT STUPID BETCH WAS NOT TEXTING ME AND HASNT TEXTED ME SINCE FUCKING OCTOBER. DO I JUST NOT MATTER TO YOU? WHY DO YOU NOT CARE ENOUGH??? i’m dead serious when i say i screamed all break bc they just. they weren’t there!!! do i mean anything to them??? do i do this all for nothing????? APPARENTLY SO. PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU JUST TEXT ME BLOW UP MY PHONE UNTIL YOUR FINGERS HURT I DONT CARE JUST DONT LEAVE ME STOP LEAVING ME I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY