life update: going well :)

tldr: i freak out about whats going on with me, and i lowkey need help LMAO

wow....can't believe its been a while since i've been on here. my other blog posts were just me complaining and venting, so this update's going to be a more positive one!!

i finally found a nice, small group of friends that're pretty neat. i feel more mature, and i feel like i understand myself a lot more of what i can do and can't do. and when i realize this, it makes it easier to cope with things all around me.

as for previous friends, we eventually moved on from the issue and although i don't talk to them as often, we're on good terms :)

i've also begun to talk to a guy that i think is pretty cool. its a pretty complicated scenario, cause like....we want this, but we're also both hesitant in doing anything. sometimes he sends me mixed signals, but i really, really think that 8 hours of discord calls is enough to explain our relationship. especially those late night conversations, where it begins with me asking him hypotheticals until he forces me to go to sleep (he hates the fact i sleep late because of him....++i have school so he gets worries abt it). idon'tknwoww AHHH it makes me nervousssssss

randomly last night, he asked me what my type in guys were. i don't remember how the conversation progressed, but it resulted in me asking if he thought that it would be strange for me (if i had a boyfriend) to hang out with a group of guys at a guy's house. djlsfjldjflsa he responded with something in the lines of 'i'd be a bit annoyed and would most likely ask you to not go' LIKE UMM OKAY SO UR NOW ASSUMING THAT ROLE OF MY BF.....

AND its not like a one time call, we've been calling consistently every single day for at least like 6 hours a day .....i have no idea what this means and what we are,,,,,,,

please give me advice or like....any general comments on this scenario PLEASEEEE