thank(?) god

guys whos getting taken out of school bc my mom saw a flyer for drag club(i go to an art school) in the office at my school. Well that among other things. She was personally offended by the safety policy at my school. The devil is using the school to attack her too. atp i wanna run away but I know thats dangerous. i swear i'm gonna kms if I have to spend 3 more years with her. i dont have a room. i dont have an actual bed. and now i dont have a school where i feel accepted or supported. she won't even let me say bye to anyone and she thinks thats funny. she said god is gonna strip me of everything because i think i'm entitled. she also said that those white people dont care about me and im just a number to them. and shes the one whos always been there but who was there when i was 9 holding a knife to my neck hoping my mom would feel bad for how she treated me. no one. i honestly want to go jump into oncoming traffic. this sucks.