So I think it might be happening again

These two people these two amazing people enter my life,

Treat me like a friend.

Like they like me.

They hug me they cuddle me.

They share themselves and each other and their passion and their enjoyment with me.

They share their relationship with me, soft touches little kisses.

They share their bodies with me and it makes me feel alive again.

I think I am going to ruin it all, with my silly head.

I'm sitting here asking questions like,

What are these feelings I'm feeling?

This feeling of safety around them?

Is that even something they want?

What if I am just a friend to them and I fuck everything up?

What if I am jumping the gun and I don't know what I'm feeling?

What if I am just a touch starved fucking idiot that is to emotionally stunted to form emotional connections?