Lamby is Getting an Education!!!!!Whoohoo!!!!!!!!!

Not official official yet,, but yeah B].

i am doing school again. kinda.

For Context for those who do not know,, Lamby has not been in school for years because of medical issues.

He stopped at like the first or second year of secondary school and hasn't been since. So yah.

Am trying 2 learning again. 

Gonna (hopefully) go to a learning centre next year. So i can do school and actually Finish doing my Olevels and such. 

i am Actually not required anymore to do school,, but for the sake of my future, i want to pursue at least a basic level of education  ,, and if i am able to do it well, i will do more.

And he is also attending some activities. Like for social development and whatnot. Occupational Therapy or something of the sort. 

the person there was really nice

saying that if i needed to take a breather and step back or anything that was okay

so yeah. it might be fun, might be boring, might be scary, i dunno. 

I just am excited. A little scared. 

Recently also,, am planning an outing with some people. Has been making me kind of really depressed. 

Because I'm just ...no fun to hang out with. 

They planned on going to a theme park. I can't go on the rides. And not at night, because the lights are really bright and flcikery. And I hate being in crowded places. 

And following that logic i can't go in Movie Theaters, Arcades, etc etc. 

I can't do this can't do that. 

How else are people supposed to have fun? I feel like a burden. A weight. A parasite clinging on even after the host has rejected it multiple times.

I know if I just like explain further that it'll be okay

and they'll probably accommodate for me

but still 

i hate to just. not be able to have fun like other people my age. 

Also recently i got noise cancelling headphones and they are AWESOME !!!! my life is improved so much 

So yeah. 

That's me, recently.

Goodbye.