ningas kugon - jack of all trades

due to my overachieving nature ive always took every extracurricular presented to me

- badminton

-muay Thai

-boxing

-dancing

-taekwondo

-piano

-guitar

-student ministry

-journalism

-foreign language

heh. i dropped most of them but I still struggle. 

its really hard, and its kinda embarrassing to take all and drop all

the term ningas kugon in filipino means "a bright flame at the start"

or something like that I dunno

BASICALLY the meaning is you're only good at the start. your motivation drains at the middle or end.

actually (this is gonna be about taekwondo)
I really do love taekwondo. i do. but the c community and the incredible toxicity around the sport, and within the sport itself is so tiring

I will return though maybe in a month or two in my school's tkd club instead of my coach 5 towns away thanks <3