mayo

it’s late, i’m tired

cool glow of the light pulls me to sleep

stillness of the tree outside my window makes me ponder

it’s all very fleeting

but i still wake

does anyone even read these blogs anymore?

hello, are you out there?

don’t i just wish you were out there?

it’s no use

i distance myself

but the dreams still come

and the thoughts invade

and the memories turn

it’s nobody’s fault

must’ve been hard wired into me

i am still learning how to cut the cables 

but gently

so i can keep them in a safe place

and look at them fondly once in a while

and i hope you are gentle with your cables

even if they fell out a long time ago