lonely // unhappy

everyday i’m lonely. i am not alone, i have lots of… “friends”. i rarely hear from these friends, however. often, i am just left by myself, with just my thoughts, with only myself to entertain myself.

i am so incredibly lonely, everyday is a struggle. loneliness is one of the worst pains you could ever put upon someone, and i am overflowing with it. my friends are not friends, just people who appear in and out of my life. people who never talk to me first, who attempt to connect with me beyond the bare minimum. everyone is worse than me, i’m tired of everyone

everyday i get a little more unhappy. the only good thing i’ve got going for me is my grades and my natural intelligence. maybe i could’ve been a semi-popular content creator by now, i have LOTSSS of ideas, but my mom has kept my laptop from me FOR THREE MONTHS just because i missed a single fucking day of chores. soooo that sucks…

everybody leaves eventually, and nobody cared in the first place.