new // recap

so.. new account. second times the charm

there goes allllll my blogs… allat lore that nobodies gonna be able to read now. not like a lot of people read them anyways but THATS OKAY!!

anyways.. general recap..

still don’t have my laptop back, and i’m currently starving rn

i’m a fourteen year old african american male, who has nerdy teenage girl interest and is chronically online, SO WHERE THE HELL ARE THE MENTALLY ILL BADDIES??

i have multiple undiagnosed mental illnesses (which are probably gonna stay undiagnosed), which i conclude include: some sort of autism, depression, aspd, and sum other shit

years of childhood abuse, emotional disconnect, failure with relationships, unrestricted internet access, and discord shit caused me to be this broken mess of a person at such a young age. i will abuse, use, and manipulate anyone just for my own gain. i derive joy and happiness from causing pain to other people.

i believe i’m extremely emotionally and normally intelligent. i can tell the way someone’s feeling from the simplest expressions and their tone of voice, including through text. i swear nobody online can detect irony!!

i’m a very interesting person, at least i believe i am. i do have lots of interests, i have been told i’m very funny, i always try to make people feel included, though i really don’t know why i put so much effort still..

i constantly feel like i need to be in a relationship, but i also hate everyone, i insult the people who talk to me, i’m incredibly rude for no reason, and i’m not going to change.

that covers most things i think..

do not interact with my account if you get uncomfortable with things that are TOO real. i speak whatever is on my mind and i do NOT silence or sugarcoat. this whole blog sounds like a brag istg 😭😭😭 i want this account to be a safespace for broken people like me to share their opinions and thoughts. there really isn’t enough of that neither irl nor the internet.

anywhooo, welcome to my account!