I'm not weird enough.

I got married in 2014 divorced by 2015 some can relate to the pain someone goes through when you don't see any indication that this was bound to happen.

I've been ready for about a year to start something with somebody, but I've noticed that I'm not either the average Joe or the Weird Guy with some special "thing".

I started school again after more than 10 years that I dropped out back in '04 I think can't really remember. At school I've met a couple of girl that I was interested in them. I started to act on it, so I invited one to start hang out, start getting to know each other, then she made the question "why are you so interested in me" so my obvious response was "precisely that, I'm interested in you" which her response was "Oh, well I'm not looking for any kind of relationship" so that was the end of that, we are very good friends though.

Then the girl who really made me bend the knee, this girl was just the kind of girl I'm attracted to, petite, young, to me she was the one to take me on to the emotional level I was missing. So I started talking to her, she was very cool and we started to go out on kinda dates, you know, couple of drinks, then a movie and that was it. We did this for about 1 month by this time we now where GOING OUT you know, it was pretty cool, a very nice girl we had so much fun, then I made the mistake to ask her if she wanted to make this official, that's when she just said, "it's to early" so I just agreed and kept doing what we were doing. But all of a sudden she just stopped having the same interest in me, this was about a year ago. 

Now I've come to a conclusion that either I'm not Handsome enough for some, or I'm not that special to be in a relationship.

Maybe I'm just not destined to be with somebody that I really like, maybe I just have to agree to any girl who is interested in me and give up...

If you got to this point thank you.

Stay safe out there.