Feeling

Why is my body weak?

Why does my heart hurry?

Why do my legs ache?

Why are my eyes blurry?

Why does my throat sting?

Why do my arms burn?

Why am I so thin?

Why does it all hurt?

I don’t know 

Why don’t you?

I don’t care

Why don’t you?

Do you like the way it feels?

That, I do

Do you still bare to feel it?

That, I don’t 

I do not bare to want it

Nor do I yearn to have it

I’ve only come to like it

But for what reason?

For maybe it could better me

And make it all easier

Easing me of pain

And leading me to expire

What will hold you when you go?

What will sing you to sleep?

What will take it all away?

I don’t know