i love to hear your voice again

i listen to your voice messages like i hit my vape

even though i'm feeling queasy and sick i keep hitting it

and i keep listening to your voice through my phone

i dont know if it'll ever go through my ears in anything other than headphones

and even though my stomach feels empty and i feel nauseous i keep inhaling frozen strawberry and listening to your voice message

the one you sent me a week ago

but that's all it took, i fell so hard

i made you up in my mind