november 7

im gonna try to write this before my computer dies but today was another long day. i did adult things and opened a new bank account, figured it was time to move from my college one. i hope i can finish college in light of recent events. i watched a queer period piece film from 2020 called "the world to come" and it was sad but really beautiful honestly quite slept on as far as i can tell. i love period piece queer films. even though they are sad sometimes the characters just are. i like how there isn't this whole "this is who you are figure it out come out come on" pressure or huge deal. like within the historical context you get it, it doesnt have to be the central conflict or this earth shattering realization or anything. the characters just are, they just love and exist. i wish the world could be like that, without the labels and things. i just want everyone to love and be loved as they are; i want to love and be loved as i am.

got a little deep there sorry lmao but yeah today was an okay day.