this'll be immortalized on the internet (i hope)

this'll be immortalized on the internet (i hope) - context on the title

having a breakdown over the fact that when i die, all my memories are gone. no trace. when my friends die, that too also goes. so imagine everyone who remembers/knows a certain person dies. that person does not exist anymore in this world. no trace.

i want to immortalize all the important people in my life here so even like i dunno, a hundred years from now? oh my gosh this website will be obsolete and probably deleted but the code is still there i think

so currently im supposed to be studying for a math test but I'm breaking down over the fact that grade 8 ended so... abruptly?

i really still can't get over it. i loved my classmates, though noisy and like total naggers (makulit) and my ADVISER BRUH

to be honest i miss all the teachers i had in grade 8

i know I'm supposed to be enjoying grade 9 bc this'll slip from my hands too but i really cant stop. grade 8 was just my peak year. i genuinely think i peaked at grade 8.

i miss my adviser, she was the kindest sweetest most understanding teacher I've ever had. she genuinely made me understand how teachers can be a second parent. literally me and the other officers were her right hand men. shed never overwork us, she literally even put in about 3k pesos for our Christmas party fund bc she saw we couldn't raise enough. :((((((

then at the end of the schoolyear we were supposed to take a picture with her but she disappeared, so the others went home, but she was just in the corner

i know I'm being like oa but what if she was there so we all couldn't cry on her, then shed cry as well sorry I'm delusional and snot is dripping down my mouth but i genuinely cannot stop thinking about that possibility

it hurts

i want 09 back

everything was so memorable