november 6

i skipped one of my classes again today, nearly skipped another too. i feel like ive returned back to the sadness again. i went to the library and thought i saw my ex for a second, the way they turned their head and flipped their hair, heart attack. it was so windy today too, but the kind where you cant breathe when it's hitting you head on. i have a lot to do in the next few days, the next few months even, somewhere in there i need to find a new roommate, but im hoping that isnt too hard. new job, new roommate, what's next i wonder?