Journal #28

UGGGHHHHHHHH URGGHHHHHH AAUUUUGHHHHHHHH I can't find anything poetic to say about recent events so take these inhuman sounds of agony. 

The job hunt is still on. It's been on. It will never be off. But now I think I should shift gears to dedicating my new hypothetical paycheck to a running away fund in case my parents and my boyfriend move to Mexico in the next few years. I should probably learn Spanish too. 

Boyfriend's been talking about hanging out tomorrow. He hasn't told me what he wants to do, but he usually leaves it as a surprise til I'm in the car with him so at least that's something to look forward to. I hope he doesn't end up getting busy because I really do want to see him, but I understand if he does. There's something he's been planning for on Friday so I know he'll be busy then. 

I've been so sleepy lately and stressed out. Some jackass got ahold of my card details so I had to run by the bank yesterday to get a new one. I think all the stress of everything is just weighing down on me so I need to find something nice to do for myself to alleviate it even slightly. I was thinking of reading right now to unwind but I'm not sure. I've gotten back into modded minecraft so I've been having fun with that. I've also been thinking of streaming on Twitch or Youtube or something, but the market for that's so saturated I'm not even sure it's worth a go. Either way it might still be fun so I'll put more thought into how I'll go about it. I've also been wanting to draw. I guess I've been wanting to do a whole bunch of things, it's just I have exams and so much I can do, it's inevitable not every hobby I want to indulge in gets done. If I could only live two lives at once.