such a whore

I can't stand this one girl. I wish she could just be that cool friend I could trust like she was, so I wouldn't have to think twice before I talk or hold back whenever she's around. this bitch,

ever since I told her about the guy I was really into in this summer she didn't stop calling me a slut like we already slept or something, she knows me and she knows I am the last person who will kiss a guy for the first time we met. Even tho I had the choice I didn't choose to because I am a woman of god and have self-respect.

But this is not the topic now. The point is that she is a bad friend and doesn't know how to compliment her girlfriends and only tries to bring them down whenever she has the option to, she thinks she is so cool with her ugly haircut and yells about the fact that she has a date this Friday, you know what. I don't care, she can make pickles with him. 

Tbh, when I see her actions lately she kinda acts like a pick-me, when she ripped my arm, I didn't want to talk to her after this obviously,since my whole arm was red and looked like I sh She was like "Why are you so pissed?" girl,, be fucking for real,, 

But what did she expect?? since this summer you're acting like a bitch to me and you want to be my bestie now?? Aint no way

and even since she started talking with a new guy she is even more corny than before, one day she came up to me and was like "omg see I saw this guy and decided to troll him, but he flirts with me cause I am such a lil slut and I won't even catch feeling for him I am such a player right?", why girly girl why?? And then a couple hours after she's like "he's so cute I am kicking my feet, we flirt with each other and he got a big ass" GIRL WHAT DO YOU WANT LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT ANYONE'S ASS. How bipolar can you be?

Why do good things happen to bad people? How come the girl who acts so disgusting to me and opens 1000 eyes on me (the evil eye) gets a date on Friday and I am suffering from loneliness and haven't talked to a normal boy for so long?? I guess god is waiting for the right time for me right? 

להוריד את העין של ביטי עדי ממני למה אני אצפוץ עליה יום אחד יאללה גם היא והקרייתי שלה יכולים לעשות קומזיץ ביחד נמאס לי תבינו כמה אני עצבנית שאני כותבת בעברית כיאילו מישהו מבין את זה