COLD!!!

i hate this sm, you know this feeling where it's like there's a knot in your stomach and your head keeps spinning so goddamn much. yeah, on top of that i wanna enjoy the day but GOD the fan makes me feel so cold no matter how far i am or how weak the level is--i could die of hypothermia.

well, it isn't that serious i can just turn it off but after a while it gets hot and i have to cool down again.

sigh sigh, still tho, im more worried about the feelings in my stomach and the pains in my chest--hurts like as if i drank a bottle of nails now.