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Never thought I'd say this but wow, socially isolating myself or leaving a chat group quietly really makes you wonder if people there actually gave a damn about you. I had a long brooding thought about this, and some of you might think, "Well, it's not a big deal. They're busy with their lives." I left during my random mental breakdown about my family/religion issue. It's kind of personal to discuss it all in here. It doesn't matter how long I've been chatting with this chat group, it's been what? 2? 3 years already?
But really, if they do give a damn they'd actually reach out to me after a week or a couple of days. Things like this don't surprise me anymore. This is why I don't easily trust people lol. Don't really care. Maybe I'm salty. Maybe I'm bitter. But I've been taken advantaged or gave too much of my kindness and trust since childhood that I end up getting sick of it.
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there's so many people I've left quietely, or that has left me. but.. you're right, stuff like that.. it just happens. I think even the people you talked to can understand you. but not everyone will or can reach out, for many reasons, just like the reason you left. people remembering you every now and then is really heartwarming, but.. don't take it too badly if they don't, alright? even if it might seem unfair.
Hi, sorry for the late reply. I'm just not here very often, but I genuinely appreciate your reply. I never really expected anyone to read my blog but to have someone who actually could relate and bothered to read whatever I wrote feels very heartwarming to me. Thank you so much for your encouraging message, seeing your reply makes me feel happy. I hope the best for you, and hope that you would meet more kind and understanding people in your life, the ones that won't forget what you do.
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Of course, it's what we're all supposed to do, support eachother. I'm not actually very good at it haha.. It's a weird coincidence, but I lost my friend of 2-3 years myself today, because of that. reading this again was a comfort to me as well. although.. when issues arise, it's only fair we try to fix them, somehow. I hope you too meet someone else good, who can stay by your side, and that will better everything.
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