Still in school

Two posts in less than 10 minutes, surely a record for me lol. Yesterday I even dreamt about a teacher talking bad about me in front of the class that I raise my hand too often. After not a lot of time I started crying while trying to explain I never meant it bad and that teachers in general say that students should participate.

I know it sounds so dumb, but this dream definetely made me even more nervous to go back to school, I am all the time so nervous about acting wrong, saying the wrong thing and literaly anything. Will it look like I don't want proximity with someone if I sit there? Will...

Next class started and it isn't physics lol.