Being scared

I wish i wasn't so scared to say thing like these to you but here i am writing on media n blogs. I never told him this, but sometimes i just lay down and imagine all the possibilities of us in my head. simple things like watching movies, cuddling, doing late night food runs, talking about our future, and taking random drives at night. i just miss and want to be with him. But I guess he doesn't want me or that... which I'll glady accept.