kiryati man is back?

In this situation, I guess both ways I am screwed. 

For some reason, the guy I had the biggest crush on this whole summer is literally trying to get back in touch with me. What. The. Hell???

I don't know even what to think about this. Why would he do this, especially now?? Like this is so random,, me and him haven't talked for months what made you remember me? And he's like "What's your fav song? Yeah, I want to learn a new song on my electric guitar. Are you still playing yours?" dude, where this came from? It doesn't look good at all. When your friends aren't with you so you're trying to go back?? Hell no...

But I am so confused, is this a romantic way or a platonic way?. If this was 99% of people I know I would think it is in a platonic way, Since it's him I am not sure if he's just bored, or actually understood what he did wrong. 

I don't know why I don't ghost and block him, but this is too extreme? I don't know what should I even do. Either way, if we will talk again or not this will end up bad. I feel so bad when I talk with him even if this is about small things like music and hobbies because I really don't need this again. Just let sleeping dogs lie.

My head hurts so bad I can't think anymore,,,,,

I just want to see him irl for one last time and then forget about him forever. Fr I might just repent and get married at 18 CAUSE I AM LOSING FAITH IN TRUE LOVE