diary 10,000

started medication a few days ago. a week ago maybe? i feel.. interesting. i can do so much. i’m not tired anymore. i also can’t eat. at least for now.. everything tastes really bad. and i’m just not hungry? it’s weird. i’m trying to feed myself but idk. other than that i feel amazing and like i want to rip my skin off at the same time. my hands tingle. it’s very weird. but very good. and very bad. it’s supposed to be more normal after 2 weeks. 

anyway things have been kind of really cool. saw phantom planet twice in a row and hung out with them for way too long and befriended middle aged women and went to olive garden with them (unfortunately all i could muster was half a breadstick). that first show was probably one of the best shows i’ve ever been to in my life. also because i met ryan ross after. he was so nice :( oct 16 you will always be famous to me 

and now i’m on a plane to vegas. shenanigans to ensue. i’m in a much better place than i was a few weeks ago.. i see my chemical romance tomorrow! and many other bands. :)

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