adventures kinda today b4 i go sleep and 4get

i ate ice cream today. so nice.

And then i went to mall. 

it was nice. contemplated on walking around for longer or giving up and going home. 

i walked, despite lightheadedness. 

probably had a seizure or smth once or twice idk. i was spacing out a lot. 

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Stuff I got, from today's going on a trip:

• i bought a pouch with psy on it, if that's anything. the gangnam style man.
• another little pouch with gloomy bear on it <3 I'm pretty sure it's a car key holder. i don't have a car. yet. oh well. it's for coins and little trinkets now because i said so.
• A comb. Hello kitty. The current one i was using had been leaving a bad taste in my mouth. not literally. it just felt so unpleasant to use. I'll still keep it, of course.
• Another pouch. Domo kun pencilcase. What is it with me and pouches? i have no fucking clue. they're cool, i guess. 
• blanket. my melody. マイめーロちゃんビッグラッブ<3<3 i have been freezing for so long bcs i stopped using the other blanket i had bcs it was v uncomfortable. 
• ice cream but i ate it earlier 
• stickers. :] yay yay stickers <3 
• star clip. after literal months of searching, i was finally able to find a place that had star hair clips in the colour i wanted >< i had one before but it broke :') it currently sits in my wallet as decoration. 
• i was tempted to buy a cool keychain, but it was like 4 dollars and even if it matched nicely with my bag, i didn't really reaally need it, yk. so maybe next time. 

on the escalator, i stepped a little too close to the yellow line.

and also, i went to the bathroom. and brushed my teeth. for what reason? i just don't like it. like, after i eat, it is not a very good experience for my mouth if it feels like that even after I'm eating. it's not nice. so, i brushed my teeth. With a toothbrush i carry around everywhere i go. 

passed by a few shops. walked around a lot. mostly just looking. 

there's a really cool arcade that opened recently. it even has a dance game similar to ddr. i haven't gone to an arcade in ages. not like i can anymore, anyway. 

I looked at cute keychains here and there. Not really with the intent of buying anything. I just like looking at cute things. 

Saw a sumikko gurashi plushie. very amazing. ^^b

not much happened. i was a bit hazy today. 

when i was walking around, i saw a really cool person, they had cool sunglasses. i too, want to exude that level of confidence. 

maybe that's what we need sometimes. a little bit of confidence.

also, i really want a noiseless vaccum cleaner. 

when i went home, i also ate dinner. which was kind of unpleasant. 

i was rushing, and also, i ate a potato and immediately had stomachache.

so un-nice experience. it was really oily, and a lot of really oily foods don't sit well with me. 

I painted on a shirt instead of sleeping yesterday. i really like how it turned out. 

i don't know why, but recently I think i need to take more time 4 myself. bcs like. idk  

recently i have been hazy i guess, loopy. Like not always aware. and i should rest before i get too detached and do or say something stupid which i don't mean to. 

Recently i have been with Binky more often. Emotional support or smth liek that? idk really. it's just comforting. and a lot of the time it's really the only thing keeping me from spacing off way more than I should. 

Bogos Binted, by the way, is a bear. She is awesome. 

Binky, for short. 

Binky says Hi. and also fuck you 

I wanna sleep now bye bye byeeeeee

bye bye :3