it's difficult

i don't see my girlfriend since the 5th and it's already been almost two weeks, i know it's not that much but coming from the summer, where we used to see eachother nearly everyday to this, knowing that i'll still have to wait another entire week until i can meet her for an afternoon is very upsetting.

last year we used to see eachother in school everyday, and then meet up on saturdays.. but now that i changed schools i no longer see my friends or her, and i have to wait a long time to be able to.

i was just thinking about how curious it is that now, my friends are around her every single day, while i'm studying away and how strange but amazing the fact of how the same presence can mean and bring someone and another so many different things.

i would give anything to see her more often. i don't think this is fair and i just can't explain how i feel knowing that all my loved ones get to see her everyday but not me, the one whose his favorite person is her, and still, her own friends don't treat her as she deserves