Journal #16

Someday I will have a huge bed. Not queen size or king size, but some other third thing. It'll consume the room in mattress. There will only be so much space so I can line my plushies along the end and my lover will still have room to lay down with me. It will be the ultimate nest!

Tomorrow me and my bf are heading out to Hollywood! We're going for the Scott Pilgrim signing and I'm super excited!! I'm gonna get my Scott Pilgrim vol. 1 signed and pick up vol. 5 to get signed too. Unless they have posters, which is a thought that just crossed my mind. In that case, I'll get a poster/print and frame it on the wall. 

Despite all the good that's been going on, a tiny weight in my chest remains. It's like a little caterpillar munching on a leaf. It's such a small pain, but I notice it as I move about the day. I thought of everything it might be to pinpoint the cause, but I haven't really come up with anything. Maybe I'm just anxious because midterm season is here? Maybe it's the anticipation for tomorrow? I'm not sure. As always, I'm doing my best to quell it and take care as to not overthink, but that's always a rather tall order.