Why cant i be normal?

Its so f##king hard being a weirdo in a tight nit consevitave school. Tell me why the same guy is barking at me out his car window wile i walk to school and calling me slurs. I cant control the fact im gay and you cant control the fact your parents are siblings. It pi#ses me off the fact that they can all get away with it too, all bc ur a fully grown adult in highshool and ur all buddy buddy with ur football coach shouldent maen that you get special treatment and can get off scott free wile harassing me everyday. I mean i know i dress funny, i have dyed hair and im not cis or st8 but geez. 

I hate it here.