I wish

Small post/rant, soon we will study. I really wish everything would be more natural for me, it is tiring to always be afraid of annoying people and afraid of doing something wrong. Today, for example...

Just came back hours later to continue to write the post. Not entirely sure which would be the example, but everyday there is a new one, may it be fear of not saying things in the best way, fear that the laughs are about me, fear that the help didn´t help that much... Seriously, I wish I weren´t like that, why can´t just be relaxed and not worry about every single thing I might did wrong? Why do I need approval so badly? From other students, teachers (I really hope I am not asking too many questions) and even random people I meet.

Right now I am learning more physics o be able to give great (or at least understandable) explanations to a friend tomorrow and giving a lot of effort in an essay in hopes of a smile from my teacher and a friend that said I write well. I would never do these things just for myself...

Yay, again overexposing myself in the internet lol But I believe that´s he spirit of a online diary (at least I hope :P). So... If there is anyone reading, byee and wish you a great day!!