i am insanely in love with msi rn its insane like me about msi. i wanted to say lots on my twitter but my friends follow me and tbh i hate them. my friend says she hates her friends but she seems to get along with everyone just fine. i feel like nobody wants me and the whole world only benefits the rich and you cant talk about it because everyone tells you thats just the way things are honey. being a teenage girl is too hard and i havent even started working. all the maths and stuff about surds keeps frying my brain. 11 is for loneliness, 12 is for questioning your reality and personality, 13 was for self harm and starving and twitter, 14 is for smoking and vaping and loving msi!!!!!!!!!! iii really am the teenage girl example. everyday i either feel like the prettiest girl r the uggliest, the weirdest and most annoying or the funniest. but it doesnt really matter beacause its always just been a show. i dont think about it anymore but i have to realise one day that im not myself anymore. i became what i thought could be the most clingy and best version of myself so nobody can leave me alone to roam the schools alone or sat in the bathroom myself but i stil revert back to my old ways on occassion. these are the things that my mind ha been spinning around in circless for 3 years straight. last year it was 2 years straight and before it was 1 and now ill be left wondering how much longer. how much longer will i be able to take it because these are all things that cant be fixed because theres nothing you can do or theres nothing really to make better. a part of the feeling will reside in me till im old. and thats just the way it is.

my mind for 3 years now
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