strong urge to fashion again

I like to fill my life with things that make me happy 

and those things happen to be cute things.

Cute frilly pink and stuff like that. 

I used to have a huge shopping addiction, because I felt like the only way to be cute was to hide behind clothes accessories and things that looked cute. 

But now i realise that i look the cutest when i smile, when i wear something which both feels comfortable and looks nice and I actually enjoy having and wearing, instead of just buying to be owned. 

When I buy things that I actually like wearing, it's nicer than buying something because I feel like that's my only 'chance'. 

I feel like adding things that I like into my closet instead of collecting things that I want to own into my closet is very different.

Other than if I will wear it, I also try to consider if it will pair or match with anything I currently have.

 I always consider "am I buying because I like it as looking at it or wearing it?"

Usually I find what I like in thrift stores. The last time I went, I got a really nice t-shirt and a sweater.

I might buy online again the future, but I think for now I'd rather buy at places I can see the clothing in person. I've had more than one times in the past where I bought something and it didn't fit.

I also like thrifting because every item is so unique. Sometimes I end up crying when shopping at department clothing stores and such. Because they don't have or I can't fit in a certain size, it makes me feel hopeless. But if something at a thrift store doesn't fit, I just think "oh, this isn't the one, then" and look for something else. 

Right now, I'm aiming/looking for:

 -Tights/Stockings/Legwarmers 

-Skirts/Dresses

-Hairclip Acessories

I enjoy buying things secondhand, but there are also certain things that I will buy new. Underwear and such, I won't buy secondhand. And inner clothes, for layering inside, like tights. 

I don't buy more than I need to. Sometimes I see people doing hauls and such and so, and I think for a hundred dollars you can do something else. 100 dollars is...a lot of potato pancakes. How many pizzas can you buy with a 100. That's quite a lot. 

Yeah. I'm also planning on selling and giving away my old clothes. A lot of them I've outgrown. 

I kind of dislike online shopping, and I've had better experience when shopping in person. 

Anyway, yeah. I like dressing cute. "Cute." Cute. 

I'm also planning to buy some lace and ribbon to attach to some things I already have.

Okay, bye bye.