19 | i'm a fake friend rip

I legit am struggling to hang out with any friends this last semester.

I dont want hang out with those people. i only have a few friends

friend 1 - i've known her since freshman year. the only thing we have in common is our major as well as liking kpop. i feel like the only thing we talk about is kpop. when she asks to study with me, i cant focus because all she does is show me kpop videos, so i stopped studying with her. we have no classes together this semester for the first time since freshman year. there is so much more. 

friend 2 - good friend. theyre busy all the time. we met through a school club and they quit the club, so i dont see them often. they have a boyfriend now and im jealous. also a political extremist.

friend 3 - ex-roommate. not much in common, we just happened to be friends because we were roommates one year.

friend 4 - an old neighbor from my hometown how now is my dorm neighbor! they're younger than me and dont share the same major. i just feel like we're not that close.

im an introvert but only to an extent. im not close with these people. I'm not comfortable speaking my mind around any of them (except maybe friend 4). the only person i can actually hang out with without feeling weird is my sister obviously, because she knows me well and knows that when i ask to study together, I MEAN mostly IN SILENCE. 

the only friend i text often is my long-distance one in texas. he's very weird but i fucks with it. i've known him for almost 5 years now. whats the point in hanging with people that i have to pretend around? when i observe my sister hanging around her friends, i realize she act the way she acts at home. she doesnt fake it. she's hung out around me and my friends and tells me that i dont seem like I like my friends...

wtf am i supposed to do?