possible hypochondriac moment

i think i'm sick or something????????

my neck and jaw have been on and off hurting all last week and even the week before that. and my right ear has been hurting and feeling clogged for like 2 weeks as well. i've also got the sniffles but to be fair my nose feels stopped up all the damn time even when i'm not sick. the thing about my ears too is i feel like i'm going deaf LOL. i know prolly just cuz their clogged but my hearing has been getting worse and worse and the pain in my right ear has yet to go away and it's been like idk a week or 2. which is not that bad i know i'm overdramatic.

i wear my headphones all day everyday. i can barely function without music. so me having difficulty hearing has been a thing for quite some time lol. but everything sounds cccccccccrazy low right now. like with music for example. i'll have it turned almost all the way up and it STILL feels too low. and when my sister was talking to me i could barely hear her. she was right in front of me. same thing happened with my grandma. all i heard was muffled gibberish and sometimes a few words.

maybe i have an ear infection or something? or perhaps listening to 3 years worth of friday night funkin music has finally taken a toll on my hearing.

but that doesn't explain the neck and jaw thing. or maybe it does? since like your throat and ear are connected and shit.

one of my wisdom teeth are here. i got to experience the pain of growing it and actually seeing it as it was growing. it was cool to see the tooth grow in but the pain was not. it was giving me a lot of discomfort weeks ago when eating but lately it hasn't been too bad. since the jaw pain is mostly over on the side where the wisdom tooth is, i'm pretty sure it could just be that. but my hypochondriac brain is like "but it wasn't this bad a week ago why would it randomly start hurting again? you have cancer you have cancer you're gonna die you have cancer".

so idk LOL. and my neck too. dunno what's up with that. it's not bad until it is. it's more like an annoying discomfort. i hate neck pain. it always freaks me out because the first thing my brain goes too when my neck hurts is "your lymph nodes are swollen you have cancer you're dying" and even though i'm currently joking about it that is unfortunately where my brain is.

right now, the jaw pain and ear pain are attacking me at once. neck is fine. nose feels clogged. everything is muffled as hell. i don't know which is more annoying. i feel the urge to tug at my ear every DAMN second because it's itchy and clogged but tugging at it makes it hurt more. the n with my jaw i keep feeling the urge to CRACK IT. it suuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

worst of all? I'M HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!