Just a random rant

What's my purpose here? I wonder.

I've been so stressed about everything lately.

Chores, School, Hobbies... What am I doing all these for if it's all just going to end one day?

I see the beauty in life, but that's it. I'm confused how I feel. Sometimes it's nothing but constant exhaustion and anxiety. I grew up not being able to express how I really felt as I've always been told to just shut up. Perhaps that's what I'm feeling right now. Everything. All at once. But sometimes, it's just nothing. As empty as space.

I apologize if what I just said was hard to understand. I've never been the type of person to express myself.

My heart feels like a volcano that's about to erupt but something's stopping it. It's probably just me though.

It's confusing being in this state. Wanting to be heard but also afraid of being known.