RE: My final hours of being underage

my 18th

I'm turning 19 in 1 hour and honestly, the same fears as last year are still prevalent

the feeling of being forgotten and my work never being seen is still my #1 fear next to aging itself;and with to that and last years post i say this:

it's been a really good year.

despite the lack of progress in my current life goal,(getting my name in the credits of a studio production) being stagnant, my personal life and skills have been really good!

i met my best friend, moved out, improved my knowledge, travelled, (and despite almost no one seeing them) and animated more and drew better.

I've given myself the task starting near the beginning of this month to actively try and learn educational things i flunked in high school and ignored because i was always told i was 'the dumb one', and i riled in it. But I've found, thought and processed quite a lot! as corny as it sounds- learning is fun. whowoulda guessed it.

anyway i'm waffling, it's almost the 31st so hooray for me! i fear turning 20 next year will put me in a depression coma though BUT HEY, i got 12 months :)

fun fact:  i share the same death day as princess Diana and the same birthday as Dipper and Mable! Me and the Pines twins share fragments of Princess Diana's soul!! This cannot be undone!!!!

Happy birthday to me in an hour :)