fanfiction and also roleplay

so i will admit that i have written an embarrassing amount of sonadow fanfiction in my lil google docs that i have never posted elsewhere. should i post it somewhere or just let it rot? i think if i did post it on ao3 or anything id need to use a new username or something, just bc i get really embarassed about it lol.

i have also written other stuff! but unfortunately i have two hedgehogs spinning around in my brain nearly constantly so it's mostly about them. (none of it is nsfw obviously). i briefly wrote some really self indulgent stardew valley stuff but not much else lmao

ALSO, UNRELATED but ive been wanting to roleplay again so bad. i roleplayed a TON in middle school and it was the most fun ive had in sooo long i wanna experience it all again so bad but i can never find anywhere that has like. older people lol. what's worse is that i want to roleplay shit like creepypasta so so so super bad but it's really hard to find folks my age that are still interested in that lmao. i guess if i managed to find some more mature interests i could maybe find better luck, but idk. i guess i dont even know if people still roleplay anymore (outside of those roleplay games on roblox lol but i never see anyone actually roleplaying in those so idk)