i'm still alive

It's not like someone cares, but I still breathe. live is fucking exhausting, did you know? I fkng hate it but, What else can I do?

On july 6 i turned 15 and life has only felt worse since then. 

When you're 15 you're not too old or too young.

Almost every fkng pop teen angst songs talk about how fkng awful it's be 15 or 17. I didn?t notice it when I was 7, but at that age I didn't even pay attention to the lyrics of a song. 

I think life is just a constant of pain with small commercials of 'happiness'

I have some favorites commercials that luckily are recurring, even my favorite has a name, but I'm scared to hold on him knowing it's about to end. stange, isn's it? 

In other news, i fucking hate my teen hormones.