8/21/24 - 3:52 AM

it's late, i don't know why i'm up. it's been 3 days since i turned 20. it feels different but not like a bad different.

i don't know what to talk to you about so i guess it's just ramble time.

i finished playing danganronpa v2, most of my theories were correct and i've now fallen down the rabbit hole my friends (and boyfriend) dug for me. i'm on episode 3 of the future arc of the anime and episode 2 of the despair arc. 

i downloaded ultra despair girls on my psvita to play before i start v3 as well. i'm also going to read the light novels and manga. i think i might be hyperfixating on this series again. i know udg is notoriously bad but in my mind it's just danganronpa fortnite, the only thing i don't like is how little game play i've had so far. and it's basically impossible to save in the beginning. 

i'm also assembling a model kit that my boyfriend and his little brother got me for christmas(?) (i have a shit perception of time)

the model kit is of zero from megaman. i always really liked him and couldn't explain why, i think part of it is because my oldest brother seemed to like him. 

i also got a zero shirt for myself recently. i've got zero's head, torso, sword, and one of his arms finished. i also keep almost grabbing my exacto knife by the blade. x_x

i think i'm disassociating or something. i don't feel like rigby. maybe i'm someone else right now. normally when i type with lots of short thoughts and periods i say i'm law but i don't know if that fits either.

i don't know what to make my name on my profile. maybe i could use my sona's name? i don't know, that doesn't feel right either.

identity is confusing. i know what i am but i guess i don't know who i am all the time.