pleasant experience ^_^

yooo first blog entry! :3

so i usually smoke a lot of grass, especially whenever im hanging out with friends or im trying to wind down for the night after a long day. ive got two buddies in particular that live in/close to my hometown that smoke a LOT so whenever i visit i tend to get pretty into it.

this time around was my boyfriend's birthday, so we grabbed one of our friends from up this way and drove to my friend hyde's house for the weekend. ive had lots and lots of super awesome experiences at hyde's house so this is kinda just a random pleasant moment out of a list of tons of pleasant experiences, but it's still fresh in my mind and im still riding the high from it so i wanted to put words to the feeling.

so im sitting on hyde's couch. he's at his computer behind me, my friend nat is on his bed behind me, my boyfriend is sitting next to me on the couch. i can't recall what was on the tv but i think it was HLVRAI (very funny, but i have to sit down and actually watch it since every time ive tried ive also been high and unable to focus). hyde let me borrow his headphones bc i got a touch too high and overstimulated, so i played Waiting to Panic by Abandoned Pools on loop. my boyfriend's right there, our legs are touching, im all tingly, my friends are having a conversation and laughing and having a great time, and im drawing shadow the hedgehog in hyde's sketchbook. 

i can't really describe the sort of peace i feel in moments like that. surrounded by people i love, listening to music i love, doing something i love, in one of the places i felt the most safe during a rocky point in my life. the weed is great too 'cause it helps me relax, but honestly just being sober in an environment like that seems to genuinely make the world more colorful for like a week or so after lol. still thinkin' about it, hopefully i get to visit hyde again soon and hopefully for a slightly longer period of time. 

i might write more about this kinda stuff but idk. new to blogging and shit but im enjoying writing down this kinda stuff so ill probably post a fair bit so i can get my backlog of stories and junk out there. ive got plenty to say but never the space to say it in.