i actually am getting frustrated with them

like- i always check in on  them and talk about their interests and work with them to make stuff they like but do they ever do the same for me? no they fucking dont and they dont give a fuck about my anymore thats the conclusion ive come to. everything else is way more important than me. and they wont even fucking admit it anytime i bring it up they just "noo we love you we're just busy" like im not that fucking stupid.