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and to be honest

i'm terrified

will i be good enough for you

or will i take too much time healing?

my damage is taking too long to repair

but rushing it could damage me more

i don't want to expose you to that

the situation i'm in is difficult

could you live with that for a while?

i wouldn't want to let you suffer.

it's been so long since

i've let someone into my world

i don't know what i'm supposed to be doing

- if my anxiety could speak