Writegust day 2

Lowkey flopping and forgot to publish yesterday because I posted the first day yesterday even though it's the second day and here I find myself again lol.

had most of the day to myself, which i really miss. i love my roommates and friends and my boyfriend but i would love some absolute solitude for like a solid 48 hours. It really just helps to ground me and i feel like i'm able to be productive in different ways. which is strange because i find it hard to get work done if i don't have someone to body double with, but i also feel, for lack of a better word, embarrassed doing household chores in front of people.

I would love to find a way to have more time for myself. exercise, skin care, hygiene overall like showering are all little ways in a day i have just to myself, but i'd like more. the problem is there really just aren't enough hours in the day. i like to hangout with my roomates after being at work all day, but i only have a couple hours before i have to go to sleep so i want to spend as much as the evening with them.

i don't know what the solution is. i've changed sooo much in the past few years and i've become so much bolder and outgoing, which i love, but i forget that charging my battery is also really important. maybe i'll have one day a week that's just for me, and i don't see anyone or go out anywhere, just focus on things to do at home for myself.