gut ache, or why am i waiting.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠱⡀⠀⠀⡇⢸⣼⢀⠂⠇⢰⢠⠀⢠⠆⢀⠜⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠑⢤⡀⠘⢦⡀⣇⢸⣿⣾⣴⡁⡇⡌⢠⠃⡠⡣⢂⠔⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⢄⡑⢤⡈⢲⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡋⠉⠛⢷⣁⢞⡜⡡⠊⢀⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⣉⠂⢝⡲⣾⣿⣿⡿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⠻⣏⠔⡡⠒⢁⠔⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀do ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠢⢄⡉⠲⠭⣿⣿⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣦⠀⠀⢱⢊⡠⠞⢁⠤⠊⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀you ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⢄⡁⠒⠬⣙⡲⢾⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⣿⡆⠀⠸⣏⡤⠊⣡⠔⡠⠔⠁⢀⡠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀fear ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢈⡑⠒⠦⣭⣛⣿⣷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣿⣷⠀⠀⣯⡖⣋⡴⠋⢀⠤⠒⠁⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠒⠤⢄⣀⠀⠉⠒⠢⢍⣙⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣿⡄⢀⠹⣟⣡⡴⠚⣁⠔⠊⡠⠖⠁⡠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀what ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠂⠠⠍⣑⠒⠦⣤⣌⣹⣿⣿⣷⠤⠐⠀⠀⣀⠿⣷⡘⡀⠈⠣⢴⣊⣡⠖⠉⡠⠔⠁⡠⠐⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀she ⠀⠀⠀⠀⡈⠉⠒⠤⢤⣀⣀⠉⠓⢲⡼⠋⢻⣿⠟⠒⠂⠒⠊⠁⠀⢸⣷⣇⠀⠀⠀⠙⠢⣴⠊⣠⠖⢉⡠⠒⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀may ⠀⠀⠀⣀⡀⠉⠐⠢⠤⣄⣉⣛⡿⠋⠀⠀⠸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠙⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠹⣤⠖⢉⡤⠒⢉⠄⠀⠀⠀bring? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠒⠒⠦⢤⣽⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⣤⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⡖⠀⣸⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣞⡩⠔⢊⡡⠔⠊⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠠⠤⢄⣀⣈⡐⠒⢲⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⣿⣼⡗⡹⣦⠀⠀⢀⠇⣰⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡶⠋⣁⠤⠒⢀⡀⠀no. ⠀⢀⡀⠒⠠⠤⠌⣉⣙⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⢛⣿⡗⠀⠉⢣⠀⣸⣠⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢳⣨⠤⠒⠊⡁⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⠲⠶⢶⡾⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣯⣶⡇⢇⠀⠀⢸⣶⢿⣏⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⡧⠒⠊⣁⡀⠀⠀I ⠀⠀⠤⢄⣀⣁⣐⣺⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⡟⠁⡇⠘⠛⣌⣦⡤⠛⠹⢸⠉⢹⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣉⠥⠀⠀⠀⢀want ⠀⠀⠀⠄⢀⣈⣉⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡿⠀⠀⠱⡀⠢⠝⣿⢦⣠⠃⡸⠀⠀⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⡶⠒⠚⠉⠉ ⠀to ⠀⠀⠒⠒⠲⠶⢿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠑⣄⣀⣿⠀⠃⣰⠁⠀⠀⢻⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢏⣉⡥⠤⠀⠂ wait. ⠀⠀⠒⠒⠒⠲⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡀⢀⡠⢔⣿⣿⣿⡟⢻⣧⣀⡀⠀⠈⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢽⢲⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠒⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡗⠉⢀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣧⢼⡇⠘⡏⠒⠤⣹⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢺⣛⣋⣉⠉ ⠁bless. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⡃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠘⣿⣿⠹⣿⣿⢺⣷⢈⡇⠀⠀⠈⢿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣽⠶⠶⠀⠂ ⠀-eleleth. ⠈⠉⠉⠉⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠃⠀⠀⠈⠉⠀⠈⠉⠈⠛⠀⠓⠀⠀⠀⠘⠻⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠉⠉⠀⠀

I know someone will arrive. I miss you all.