Entry #23

every fucking day i get a dm asking if im okay. all i can do is say yes and change the subject because im tired of ruining things even more when i start expressing how i feel. every time i open up and vent it just ends up making me worse. i hate talking to people about my problems. i like using the blog because its not like anyone's gonna read this stupid shit anyway. i go to the dentist in like 6 days, but i dunno what theyre gonna do honestly. i just want another cleaning, they feel good. i like sitting in the chair and resting for once while i feel clean. i get really embarrassed about my teeth though. but its okay since theyre there to help me anyway. ive honestly had an extreme serotonin boost after getting most of my teeth fixed. it feels as if i can actually live a normal life. though im kinda nervous about my wisdom teeth growing in since i dunno if theyll grow in properly the way i want them to. but its cool i guess. yolo.