Entry #21

i finally cried. got made fun of by my friend and i just finally snapped. it was for a stupid reason, but when it just piles up and up i cant take it anymore. im sobbing my eyes out typing this while having my mic muted in call so he doesnt make fun of me more for crying. i just want to fucking die. my heart is so full of an aching sorrow that just wont fucking go away no matter what i do. i am trapped with no way out. i cant cry too loud or my friend whos sleeping over will wake up. im tired. i want to go to sleep.