Entry #19

i gave up on him. deleted everything to do with him. i know ill never have a chance with him. deleted folders, crossed out his name, deleted playlists, unpinned him, anything i could think of so far. im still friends with him and i still like him, but i just decided its best for me to let go. ill never get anywhere with him. its whatever i guess. there will always be other people. i tried hard but i guess im just not good enough right now. maybe if i get more pretty he will like me or something. or maybe he just wants to be with a girl. i wish i didnt have to like a boy.