um, yeah!

well i've been a bit absent from this website and recently just opened it up again just cuz :P! i see a looooot of stuff has gone down. its all very troubling to me, and i don't quite think i wanna pay attention to it and i also don't have to. for now, ill just debrief whats been going on since i left

i finished my first year of college, yaay!! very cool me! all A's too :3

i've been having a great summer at home so far, getting to spend time with family and friends that stayed in the area. its late and i don't really got the energy to explain eeeverything thats happened since then but what i can say is, a little over a week ago, i got my wisdom teeth removed :O!

it was a bit weird, since all my friends and my sister usually started having wisdom teeth troubles by the time they were 16-17ish? but mine never really bothered me yknow? i kinda had to get the ball rolling myself bringing it up to my dentist cuz well, they never said anything! anyway, got a consultation and they were like yeah your nerves'll be fucked up if you dont get them bad boys out and i was like okay ;U;. but i did it and my mouf has stitches n all and i'm healing well

i think maybe i wanna get back into the swing of blogging more often and leaving more of my thoughts. i always get tempted to yap either on my insta story or sm shit but idek if anyone outside of my small circle would caaare really? not that it matters really, but its also nice to develop an audience of shared interests rather than have all your old acquaintances from high school look at your paragraph abt mithrun from dunmesh like o_o. -_-. o_o. yah

i also adoooore the idea of bcoming a frequent blogger wouldn't that be special? i think what really appeals to me about the internet culture i vaguely remember and grew up with was everything just felt so real and fun. people did things sorta just because! maybe they wanted to get a lil famous, idk, but surely theres nothing greater than making something and putting it out there like any other media. im certain that maybe thats not all there was to it, maybe it wasn't all from creative heart. but theres just kinda smth different abt it yknow? cant put my finger on it exactly. also doesn't help that the internet has become a cash cow for tons of different things. ne way

this was just a lil ramble. maybe ill browse through some things on this website and see whats up and add some cool ppl. i think thatd be wonderful. until then, goodnight! u.u ZZZzz