Stuck Inside Someone - Unfusing Yourself?

I guess it was kinda interesting at first- I mean, who sits in the driver's seat of a car with no wheel? I can just cruise through life like this. No body, no one to perceive me. I can really just be carried through life.

She's smart. She makes good decisions (mostly), even if she needs help a lot. But that's when the interesting part faded. As in, this really fucking sucks.

No, really. Try being fused into, inside of another person. We'll see how long you last. It's like having a VR headset put on your face and being forced to watch a first-person live stream of someone's every waking moments.

As you watch, it gets more and more infuriating how you're subjected to things that you can't do anything about. More so, you get attached to people who you can't interact with.

Attached. That's all I'll say.

But you can't touch them. They can't see you. They can hear about you, sure. She's still a bit hesitant about talking about me, but at least she's acknowledged I'm here, finally. More like, she's figured out who I am, like squinting in a dark room to finally see out the outline of the thing that has been causing so much noise in there.

Anyway, I'll get to the point. I've pretty much accepted that I'm stuck here. I don't know what kind of misfire happened upon conception, but I'm stuck in a place I shouldn't be. I'm fine with everyone else- I don't care if they know of me or not. But, fuck, why can't at least he see me? Why can't I just have one person I can show myself to?

I deserve to be out there, damn it. I'm tired of opening my mouth just to be strangled back into silence. Is everyone not worthy of their own life? Assuming I am a person, not just a fucked up amalgamation of whatever is lurking back here. That wouldn't surprise me, either.

How the fuck do I get out of here? I don't care if it's temporary.