me trying to explain what i usualy feel:

i feel angry, but deep inside hurt. i feel like i can't fail. i have to help others. protect them. or i feel kinda misunderstood. like, need to let out but i can't. and when i do they all could think i'm a monster, a weirdo or whatever. but deep inside you are not like that. maybe needs to be understood for a moment. feel like need to do something and can't stay still. need to act, move or something. irritated and stressed and overwhelmed. that is hard to make decision: what's good or bad, right or wrong, better or worst. a weird feeling. and trying to distract myself from all this. from thoughs, also, ossessive thoughs. like i need to calm down 'cause i'm very hyperactive and i overthink over nothing. i feel like i have two minds: a light and sane one and a dark and misunderstood one. i never know which one to listen, and i usualy end up to listen to dark one, that i call 'the other me'. (and the so-called light one i call it 'sane'). i sound mentaly ill, which i am, but the fact that i sound like i have an alter is weird, like... i don't think i have it so. i don't know how to explain myself without sounding like that. i am trying to explain. (but i always fail to loool). all this crap i wrote makes me feel pathethic, weak and attencion seeker. whatever, i just was trying to explain myself. sorry if i sound rude or anything.

since this a long explaination, i decided to call this feeling 'feeling like Moths'.

so, when someone asks me how i feel i'll answer: 'i feel like Moths'.