Time Is Always Changing

A whole week to myself? Sounds like a retreat. Only it was not. I don't plan and let others invite me places. Have a party to make memories and have fun. But when did it all become so hard? Why is everyday the same. It's mundane and not exciting! I think I know the answer but I do not want to admit to it. It's a hard cycle. To work so much and get so little time to yourself. With the amount you have, how will I plan it all just right. I need time to figure it out. But that is the longest thing I have. I need to know what it is I want. Okay so I have another idea but how will I make it happen? How?

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I need to be a bit more organized in my ideas, and plans. I can fit it all in and I can still be happy. Watch me.